Monday 21 December 2009

If You Forget Me

© Hedi Slimane with Alex Dunstan for Another Man Magazine, 2009
I want you to know one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

© Hedi Slimane with Alex Dunstan for Another Man Magazine, 2009
© Hedi Slimane with Alex Dunstan for Another Man Magazine, 2009
© Hedi Slimane with Alex Dunstan for Another Man Magazine, 2009
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine

© Hedi Slimane with Alex Dunstan for Another Man Magazine, 2009

Poem: If You Forget Me by Pablo Neruda (1904 – 1973)
Images: © Hedi Slimane with Alex Dunstan for Another Man Magazine, 2009

Thursday 10 December 2009

Triste et Marveilleux



Song by Edith Piaf and Théo Sarapo

A quoi ça sert, l’amour ?
On raconte toujours
Des histoires insensées
A quoi ça sert d’aimer ?

L’amour ne s’explique pas !
C’est une chose comme ca !
Qui vient on ne sait d’où
Et vous prend tout à coup.

Moi, j’ai entendu dire
Que l’amour fait souffrir,
Que l’amour fait pleurer,
A quoi ca sert d’aimer ?

L’amour, ca sert à quoi ?
A nous donner d’la joie
Avec des larmes aux yeux…
C’est triste et merveilleux !

Pourtant on dit souvent
Que l’amour est décevant
Qu’il y a un sur deux
Qui n’est jamais heureux…

Meme quand on l’a perdu
L’amour qu’on a connu
Vous laisse un goût de miel -
L’amour c’est éternel !

Tout ca c’est très joli,
Mais quand tout est fini
Il ne vous reste rien
Qu’un immense chagrin…

Tout ce qui maintenant
Te semble déchirant
Demain, sera pour toi
Un souvenir de joie !

En somme, si j’ai compris,
Sans amour dans la vie,
Sans ses joies, ses chagrins,
On a vécu pour rien ?

Mais oui! Regarde-moi !
A chaque fois j’y crois !
Et j’y croirait toujours…
Ça sert à ça l’amour !

Mais toi, tu es le dernier !
Mais toi’ tu es le premier !
Avant toi y avait rien
Avec toi je suis bien !

C’est toi que je voulais !
C’est toi qu’il me fallait !
Toi que j’aimerais toujours…
Ça sert à ça l’amour !

Wednesday 9 December 2009

Dangereux



Manara


It's when you start 


[hol] - [ding]



and 


s u s        d i n
       p e n        g




words 
in the last split of a second 
on the tip of your tongue, 
that you know...


You're in for trouble.

Again.


Merde.

Tuesday 8 December 2009

Remains


Jan Saudek, 'Pimp and Hooker'

What is it that breaks hearts?
Can't be love. No. Nor the lack of it. Nope. Not that.
It is you. 


You.


Mãos.
As tuas mãos, sempre, na minha cabeça, a afagar memórias. Mãos fortes mas sempre trémulas ao sentir-me. Paixão, suor, tanto mel. 


Nunca mais me tocas, me bebes, me comes de dentro para fora, e eu a deixar e a pedir-te mais e a sussurrar-te segredos tantos dias e tantas noites e entre os lençóis e combóios e praias e montanhas e castelos e torres e suspiros - oh! - suspiros!...


Quero fechar os olhos e poder ter-te de novo. Não ter-te a sério - porque senão me terias também e não posso - mas aqui, dentro, sem que ninguém saiba. Nem tu. Principalmente, não tu. Tu não me amas, só me queres. Não chega. Não chegou. Não vai chegar para ninguém...


Mas [hmmmm] as tuas mãos, os braços que me arrancavam do chão e da razão, os olhos que me pegavam fogo e o cabelo nas nossas bocas, o suor, os dedos como garras e os dentes cerrados, as línguas quentes e o teu corpo dentro do meu!... Como me agarravas e como me abraçavas e como ias de animal a água morna na minha pele...

O teu peito em que me perdia e que mordia e em que adormecia e em que enterrava a cara em êxtase, a afogar-me no teu desejo. O teu sorriso, cheio de mim nos olhos - ou cheio dos teus sonhos de mim, ou dos meus sonhos de ti? - e a tua boca, sempre tão quente, sempre a procurar-me, sempre em mim...

Hoje choro-te.

[mas só por um instante]

Hoje sinto-te a falta.

[mas not for long]

Monday 7 December 2009

La Première Fois


Amamo Yoshitaka, He Meets, 1996
 

He took me by surprise and kissed my lips 
oh so fast, 
oh so smooth, 
oh so strong and 
oh so deep!...


Last night he came in my bed.


'Slowly, please...' - I asked...
'Oh, don't you worry...' - he whispered...


[previously in between laughs]
'Isn't it sad how the first time with someone is always shit??' - I said laughing
'Yeah, but hey, sometimes it can be just amazing and perfect...' - he replied with a shrug
(did I catch a cheeky smile there?)



The music was loud and he was so right. 
So sweet.
So not first time.


[why was I nervous?]

Vous venez de détruire ma théorie.
Merci, Monsieur.
Au revoir.

Sunday 6 December 2009

Maze Haze

by David La Chappelle

Saturday 5 December 2009

Over


Egon Schiele

Over.

Over and over again.

It's over.

Again.

And so life goes on.

Again.

All over again.